So for the last day and a half I've been curled up at home sick and honoring the Shabbat (jewish sabbath), and I've officially decided to need to start looking for a new job.
It's not that I dislike my job, the work itself is perfectly fine, it's just the people. There's so much drama, and so much gossip and kissing ass, and I'm tired of it. It's extremely frustrating to see people getting away with all sorts of shit because they kiss ass, well I get in trouble for silly stupid stuff because I DON'T kiss ass.
I believe Honesty is the best policy, regardless of what it does to you, because in the end in can bring good things. But it seems that in the job I work at, the only time honesty works is if you dazzle it up and make it look much more dramatic, and even get a little weepy if you have to, to which end, though it feigns honesty, it just becomes a fallacy.
In any case, I'm just gonna look. granted the job I have is convenient in retrospect, but it's doing nothing for me morally or emotionally. If anything I have found myself to be a much more negative person since I started this job.
Sorry out there to the people who know me and read all the way to the bottom of this; especially those of you who work with me. You're not the problem, but I'm sure you know who is.
In any case, hope things are looking up for everyone else.
